I’m alone here.
No one sees me - but
I see them.
They do not realize I’m here,
it makes me feel sick.
What have I
done to deserve this fate?
Invisibility may seem wonderful to some,
truly…It’s like dying slowly and painfully-
Your blood sluggishly leaving your
it makes you feel cold and alone.
The worst part is no one
knows that it’s happening.
I could really be dead and they wouldn’t know the
All I wanted was to find love…
But how can I when I’m not actually
I’d love to be seen, heard or even despised…
have I done?
When did this all start?
I just wish I had some answers
of the questions doing Olympics in my head but that might just give me more
Am I worthless?
I didn’t realize how much of a burden
I was. I’m so
Am I really as pathetic as I feel?
Or is it worse?
I’d give anything to
be held tenderly and treated as though I were something precious.
I want to be
the one who rides off into the sunset on the back of my True
Loves’ white horse.
Is it not right?
If not then please forgive me, I don’t
know what I was thinking!
I know I’m nothing special, but can one not hope?
this not the twenty-first century?
Dreams are the same as the weather-
we might, we cannot change them.
I just wish I COULD,
at least then I wouldn’t
feel so bad about wanting something I can’t have.